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When Words Are Not Enough: Why Some Healing Begins Before Language
When a client says “I don’t know,” it is often not resistance. Under stress, language is one of the first things the brain sets down. A look at why some healing begins before words, and how nature and creative expression open the door.

CNIT
5 days ago3 min read


We Are All One: Notes from Santiago
The final dispatch from Payton's three weeks on the Camino. He arrives in Santiago, attends mass at the cathedral, and offers a closing reflection on the joy of connection, the strange power of meeting strangers across language and culture, and a Spanish phrase he carries home: todos nosotros somos uno. We are all one.
Payton Pan
May 254 min read


Losing the Self: Notes from Padrón
An Untitled Meditation Trail Dispatch No. 5 from the Camino de Santiago bridge from Arcade to Ponte Sampaio Sometimes I find myself saying thank you, after an outstandingly pleasant section of going, to some part of that going. I'm not always sure which part it is exactly, that I'm thanking. Sure, sometimes there was an exceptionally wise tree or stunning waterfall, but sometimes it was just an area in space that felt perfectly right. It reminds me that at any scale of percep
Payton Pan
May 213 min read


The Written Word: Notes from Redondela
Payton's fourth dispatch from the Camino. A reflection on the lasting power of the written word, two of his own journal entries (purple flowers along a stream in Redondela, an unplanned conversation in a churros line), and a small invitation: take one moment from your day and write it as if it mattered. It did.
Payton Pan
May 203 min read


Turning Inward: Notes from the Minho
Payton's third dispatch from the Camino. He leaves the Atlantic, follows the Minho River inland, and crosses the border into Spain by moonlight. A reflection on the many faiths along the trail, the one pilgrim who is all pilgrims, and a small Chinese poem about a hat, a bundle, and a staff.
Payton Pan
May 172 min read


What Brought You Joy Today: Notes from the Coast
A small village passed Payton by on the trail. On one farmhouse, in painted Portuguese tiles, a poem about joy. His second dispatch from the Camino de Santiago is an ode to the Atlantic that has walked beside him for a week, and a question for the rest of us: what brought you joy today?
Payton Pan
May 152 min read


Beginning: Notes from Porto
"Beginning is an action that we must take, unlike beginnings, which we can simply watch occur to us." Payton sends his first dispatch from Porto, where the Camino de Santiago stretches out in front of him, one step at a time. A meditation on the quiet beginnings we keep on hold.
Payton Pan
May 142 min read


The Mother You Didn't Have: Why Attachment Theory Is More Hopeful Than You Think
For a holiday meant to honor love, Mother's Day produces an extraordinary amount of silent grief. If your mother died, was absent, or is the wound — this essay is for you. A reflection on attachment theory, "earned secure" connection, and what neuroscience reveals about the mothering still available to us.

CNIT
May 56 min read


The Tick Check: Not Everything Gets to Stay
At the end of time outside, we pause to notice what might have attached. But this practice goes far beyond the trail. The tick check is a powerful metaphor for releasing the stress, tension, and emotional weight we carry — and a core principle of nature-informed therapy.
Heidi Schreiber-Pan
Mar 313 min read


On Holy Ground: Grief, Awe, and the Invisible Strand of Nature
A husband’s final smile. A rose blooming a month early. This is a reflection on grief, awe, and the quiet strand that ties us back to the living world.
Heidi Schreiber-Pan
Mar 32 min read


A Valentine’s Day Gift That Doesn’t Wilt: Why Adventure Builds Connection When Life Pulls Couples Apart
I never liked Valentine’s Day. Too commercial. But I found a gift that doesn’t wilt: adventure. A personal story about backpacking, arguing in the wild, learning to share the load, and finding connection again, one trail at a time.

Morrison Pan
Feb 97 min read


Learning to Love Winter (Even When the Sun Doesn’t Show Up)
Winter doesn’t mean you’re failing—it may mean your body is doing what it was designed to do. This reflection explores nature-informed ways to move through darker months with more ease, including simple strategies inspired by the natural world and Scandinavian winter wisdom.
Heidi Schreiber-Pan
Jan 33 min read


Parks as Places of Healing: What It Takes to Turn Nature Into Real Support
We know nature helps—but “just getting outside” isn’t enough for rising trauma, burnout, and disconnection. Learn how CNIT trains mental health and community helpers and develops Therapeutic Pathways that bring practical, evidence-informed support into parks and gardens.

CNIT
Dec 28, 20254 min read


CNIT 2025 Impact Review: Growing Reach, Deepening Roots
In 2025, the Center for Nature-Informed Therapy strengthened its nonprofit foundation, expanded beyond Maryland, and deepened its role in the growing field of nature-based mental health care. From training Ukrainian park rangers and botanical garden staff in Hungary to serving nearly 500 participants through programs and awarding more than $14,000 in scholarships, this year reflected both steady roots and bold reach.

CNIT
Dec 9, 20254 min read


Nature Says: You Talk Too Much
We already know noise affects mental health—but what if over-talking is another kind of noise pollution? This reflection explores why we fill every pause and how nature gently teaches us to listen with more presence, curiosity, and care.

Heidi Schreiber-Pan
Dec 8, 20252 min read


Stress Down, Presence Up, Awe Real: CNIT’s Ecotherapy Study Is Now Peer-Reviewed
Our founder, Dr. Heidi Schreiber-Pan, coauthored a peer-reviewed study of CNIT’s brief, clinician-led ecotherapy program. Participants consistently reported less reactivity, more present-moment attention, and experiences of awe/connection. Here’s the plain-English summary—and what it means for clients, clinicians, and community partners.

CNIT
Nov 4, 20253 min read


Coming Home to Nature: Healing the Modern Mismatch
We’re living in bodies built for horizons, not inboxes. Drawing on “Mismatch Theory,” Heidi reflects on a seaside retreat where strangers became community—and how nature-based rituals realign modern life with ancient needs. As winter nears, she invites us to choose pace, belonging, and rest over speed and strain.
Heidi Schreiber-Pan
Oct 24, 20252 min read


🌿 Walking Therapy and the Healing Power of Nature: Reflections on the APA Feature
The APA Monitor’s feature on walking therapy marks a turning point for nature-based care. In this reflection, Dr. Heidi Schreiber-Pan shares why movement and the living world free clients to speak, think, and breathe—and how CNIT is building equitable, evidence-based pathways for practitioners and communities.

Heidi Schreiber-Pan
Oct 6, 20253 min read


Nature, Solidarity, and the Healing Power of Connection: A Journey Across Borders
After a long journey to CNIT, Ukrainian visitors reflected on gardens that keep growing, breakfasts by the river, and the power of solidarity. This is a story of nature-informed healing across borders.

Heidi Schreiber-Pan
Sep 18, 20252 min read


When Nature Heals War: A Filmmaker’s View from the Ukraine–Hungary Border - My Short Stay in Hungary (With The Last of Us spoilers, believe it or not)
From late-night air-raid alerts to quiet moments in the field, this filmmaker’s view of CNIT’s training at the Ukraine–Hungary border reveals how nature-informed therapy helps park rangers and conservation workers navigate grief, fear, and resilience—without losing their connection to the places they protect.
Payton Pan
Aug 16, 20255 min read
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